i love how you kissed me a hundred times just to make me smile. i love how you whisper ‘i love you’ at random times. i love how sensitive you are and how you’re not afraid of showing it to me, though i hate to see you cry, and i know you know i’d forgive you right away. i love you for helping me with the dishes ;) i love you for saying my food tastes great. i love how you think about our future when doing things that could affect it. i sincerely am deeply in love with you.
“…I love that after I spend a day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.”
“ I would rather have had one breath of your hair, one kiss from your mouth, one touch of your hand, than eternity without it
Why can’t i just have normal married parents like any others? Are you honestly happy with your life apart from us, Dad? I really want to say these things to you but I don’t know how. Mom said everything would be easier this way, everything would be better. No, nothing’s gotten easier, nothing’s better. I FUCKING MISS HAVING A NORMAL FAMILY. I’d give anything just to have him back.





